hais duno whats happening to me. its like for a moment, all emotions come crashing down on me..maybe its the sign of an emo night again.. arghhhh...

remember the last horoscope asking me to let go. but i feel that sometimes the more you're thinking of letting go of something, it stays. however like the happy stuffs when you wana hold it back so much, it just slips away. what an irony yea. and what time can heal everything, tt's bullshit. it's just letting me get use of the pain, making it easier for me to carry on. i seriously don't know what's wrong with me. i just feel SO DAMN out of place right now.

the girl i used to know, the feeling btwn us isn't what it used to be. e one behind, have i done anything wrong? or is it me who's too sensitive. was i the one who caused the conflicts btwn u and ur clique? wadeva ok. it's either one way or another. where has the feeling gone? tt kinda bonding btwn e grp. ok i duno. ids now lyk, so awkward. or am i the only one?

and the ones who are the noisest in the class are the boys! see i use boys. can u all kp ur mouth shut when the teacher's talking. im not trying to act some guai-kia or what but at the vry least some respect for the teacher. see how mr poh was talking the whole lesson(1 whole hr mind you), he was practically raising his voice, making it the loudest so that everyone could hear. and i bet he did gave face to all of us by not scolding us even if we did not hand in our wrk. so does that mean that we could just climb over his head? i mean u guys should know the limits. grow up. some acting stupid, trying to get attention. wth. calling urself a 3e3rian. who cares if you get As for every single damn sub. ask yourself if you're worth the respect from anyone. and if u've got any self-respect at all. and pls mind ur words. they only reflect on you as a person.


im not feeling good tonight. sry if my words have offended any. but they're straight from the <3